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Kudou Kazahaya ([personal profile] touch_sensitive) wrote2011-09-11 11:37 pm
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[from here]

[he sags against him eventually, his tears drying along his cheeks. his eyes are closed and when he speaks his voice is a strained whisper.]

I... don't want to be alone again.
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[identity profile] u-jerk.livejournal.com 2011-09-12 03:40 am (UTC)(link)
I'm right here.

[identity profile] touch-sensitive.livejournal.com 2011-09-12 03:46 am (UTC)(link)
[his voice is a little choked]

D-don't leave again. I hate it.

[identity profile] touch-sensitive.livejournal.com 2011-09-12 04:47 am (UTC)(link)
I just want it to be us again...

[identity profile] u-jerk.livejournal.com 2011-09-12 04:54 am (UTC)(link)
.... it was never just us.

[identity profile] touch-sensitive.livejournal.com 2011-09-13 04:43 pm (UTC)(link)
THEY'RE NOT THE SAME AS HAVING ANOTHER PARTNER. HE'S NOT PART OF US!

[identity profile] u-jerk.livejournal.com 2011-09-13 04:48 pm (UTC)(link)
[winces and the sudden shouting, muscles tensing-- but he refuses to pull back]

[identity profile] touch-sensitive.livejournal.com 2011-09-13 05:12 pm (UTC)(link)
I love you! I love you and I hate him for coming between us! I hate being scared of losing you! I hate going to be alone when you stay with him! And I don't want to hate him! We weren't close but I really liked him! I could trust him! He knew and he was safe and now I can't even be near him without wanting to scream or run away!

[identity profile] u-jerk.livejournal.com 2011-09-13 05:55 pm (UTC)(link)
D-- Nobody has to lose me here. Okay? Maybe I can't be there 24-7 but I'm going to be there when you need me.

[identity profile] touch-sensitive.livejournal.com 2011-09-13 06:08 pm (UTC)(link)
But you're not... not always. I... I just want to be with you. I want...

[identity profile] u-jerk.livejournal.com 2011-09-13 08:03 pm (UTC)(link)
[grits his teeth]

... I don't know what's going on here.

[identity profile] u-jerk.livejournal.com 2011-09-20 03:33 am (UTC)(link)
I mean I think I just saw a whole bunch of memories with you. And now you're...

... shit, I don't know. You're pretty shaken up anyway.

Something's going on. So...

[identity profile] touch-sensitive.livejournal.com 2011-09-20 05:56 am (UTC)(link)
It's... always like that when I'm alone.

[identity profile] u-jerk.livejournal.com 2011-09-20 11:42 pm (UTC)(link)
[winces]

I thought your shields got better.

[identity profile] u-jerk.livejournal.com 2011-09-23 04:48 am (UTC)(link)
I thought you were blocking stuff out.

[identity profile] touch-sensitive.livejournal.com 2011-09-24 02:25 am (UTC)(link)
You're the Shield aren't you?

[identity profile] u-jerk.livejournal.com 2011-09-24 02:38 am (UTC)(link)
[...staring at him]

Uh?

[identity profile] u-jerk.livejournal.com 2011-09-24 03:39 am (UTC)(link)
... [touches his cheek]

Yeah, okay, I'm a shield. But you've got your own.

[identity profile] touch-sensitive.livejournal.com 2011-09-24 04:17 am (UTC)(link)
[shakes his head]

The Shield. I'm just the Thief.
Edited 2011-09-24 04:17 (UTC)

[identity profile] u-jerk.livejournal.com 2011-09-24 04:24 am (UTC)(link)
You're not just anything.

[identity profile] touch-sensitive.livejournal.com 2011-09-24 04:34 am (UTC)(link)
... But... it's what I am...

[identity profile] u-jerk.livejournal.com 2011-09-24 04:51 am (UTC)(link)
You're a whole lot more than some fucking power.
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